And it’s okay, and it’s enough
I’ve got yoga and Jesus and things and stuff
And it’s okay, and it’s enough
To step back and tell everyone


That my sound quality is atrocious




There is an invasive sense of disconnect. Of doubt. Of insecurity. ¬†Of knowing that behaviour is selfish and obsessive and persisting in it anyway. Of realising that love is not quite enough. Of wanting to control things and failing miserably. Of not wanting to accept that I can’t change minds.

These are my demons.

An Attempt At Choral Music

After an unproductive and icky day, I decided to try and write some choral music. What I have learned from this process is that it is really hard to be all the people in a 6 line piece and although most of the dissonance is intentional, some of it is me just screwing up and non wanting to try again.

In other news, I hurt my neck by not paying attention while doing crunches and apparently I eat nothing but cheese bread now.

On the plus side, I watched Dr Horrible’s Sing-A-Long Blog. Here’s hoping tomorrow is a better day.