Given the events of the weekend, it seems appropriate to post this now. I’ll let it speak for itself.
To whoever found my blog through the search term ‘i promised my friend i wouldn’t starve myself but i have to i have no choice’, know that you are loved, know that recovery is possible, and know that a better life is waiting on the other side of anorexia. I know the feeling of not being able to follow the advice of a friend. It has to come from within. Good luck.